Wednesday, December 17, 2008

The new me...Time to say goodbye to metal addiction....

As for my new year resolutions... My main aim is to re-establish my faith in God... 2007, has been a very dirty year for me

Welcome to the new me... I wanna say goodbye to the addiction of heavy metal and being a metalhead... So from now on, Metal is no longer my favourite music genre... Ever since ESP VII, I never listened to any of my Guns N Roses, just pure

Yes... That's right... Hillsong United is now the band I listen to the most... Recently, I was touched by Jeffery's change of life because he helped introduce me to Hard Rock during his metalhead years and now he's serving the Lord faithfully... A miracle, thanks Jeff... There are a few reasons why I would cut down on metal music...

1. The anger, drugs, booze and sex from Guns N' Roses lyrics damages my faith with God...
2. Metal music does not glorify God's name...
3. Hillsong United will bring me closer to God...

Maybe I will still listen to Guns N' Roses, but I won't let it choke me to death... But I still won't listen to HSM or Camp Rock... Count on that...

As for the "strictly for boys" thingy(you my fellow HG'ites will understand)... I've stopped watching the videos and I'm now working on not to the the stuffs... I'm also working on how to read the bible frequently...

Now I feel like a real believer... Thanks to ESP VII and also the encouragement and advice of Pastor Koshy and my fellow HG-ites especially Willert, Jeffery, Caleb, Choon Khai and my brother Jim along with many others... And I would need your prayers so that I may go through this mountain...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

ESPlosion of Faith

Now I'd like to talk about the ESP VII camp I attended recently... Because last year's ESP VI made me a consistent believer in Christ but it was not enough, my life was flawed. Well, This year made big changes to me...

Okay, we boarded the bus at 9.00 and stopped at McDonald's Kerteh... A magnet for HG' ites... Then go Kuantan to pick up 14 of the Youth's there... On board, we chit chat and watched Lord Of The Rings: Return of the King until late night, but some of us continued chatting due to inability to sleep, maybe we were way too excited, I slept for like only 45 minutes... But good thing is we arrived at Majodi Center(campsite) at 7.00 in the morning and registration is at 2.00 so we had plenty of time to sleep... After lunch, camp comanden give breifing then tidur again...LOL... That night got worship and sermon by Pastor Victor. As usual Choon Khai, me, Willert and other HG-ites are always the frontline audience... Some more Jeffery need to wear bandana walk around and eat keropok and later dance YMCA song... Sipek kelakar... That night slept quite early...

The next day, morning devotion worship made us wake up soooo early except for my roomate Witton who was a little bit sick and never had enough sleep at the bus... I was introduced into group 4 and we discussed about the sermon from the previous nite than got worship again(the earlier worship's were above average but not as powerful as the 3rd night)... Then Pastor Vic talk about christian marriage and we were to demonstarte one... The bride and groom must be very sui... The groom is Chris and bride is Christina from KT, it was full of LOLs... Then eat lunch, biasalah I eat paling a lot one....MUAHAHAHA... Then we were off to our whorkshops, mine was "Strictly for Boys" where Pastor Jit delivered a powerful message about how to deal with porn and masturbation... Then we had games where we need to burst balloons filled with flour, make a 3 storey human pyramid, act like animals, sing malay songs and look for 4 different insects... WAH, group leader also wasn't there...nvm... Assistant leader still got... That night after the worship and sermon, I and a few other HG'ites go watch the HG's worship practice where Witton introduced a new more elaborate guitar solo for "Hosanna"... FUYOOO... Then back at the room Nelson, Witton, Jason and myself chit chat about SMKSS and CHWS, some of the things they told me were quite shocking...

The next morining I woke up quite late so while bathing I hear the HG band playing... I was like "Cilaka, my gang's session I miss... Malu aku" I skipped breakfast then enetered the hall... CHEH, last minute practice only... Then when real worship all the HG'ites were there to encourage them buy standing at the frontline... Everyone was good but Witton's "Hosanna" solo made him a star... Then was the sermon entitled "Cyber porn" with an all boys audience... Then Pastor Victor mentioned a serial killer called Ted Bundy which became my nickname, don't need to say why.... Then got the 2nd workshop session where Pastor Jit talked mainly on how to stop this insane addiction... Then we spent the whole evening ZZZZZZZZZZZ... The worship of the 3rd night was the one where God really showed his presence... We jumped and praise Jesus as if this was our last day and also there was the joy as if we could jump forever, jumped like crazy... We also knelt onto our knees, some cried, some fell to the ground all of us humble to our Lord... Such a touching and amazing sight to behold... Than Pastor Vic delivered his sermon about "Youth-heroes" that we must impact our schools, friends on the net, home and church... About the school's, Pastor Vic talked about the High School shootings in USA, everyone stared at my bro Jimbo, he's going to USA, Lord protect him... After message, came more praise and worship where we jumped wildly, although we were exhausted, we asked for more... If I was still standing, I will jump and praise God although I will end up coma but Uncle Venu said it was enough... My voice became like old man dy... We went to canteen for supper and chatted with Indran(camp comanden), Witton's big fan who called him SLASH... Then Indran and Jeffery teased each other and the rest laughed and laughed and laughed... We never slept much that night, we chatted and cooked maggi cup noodles at 4am...

The next morning was the last day. We had some mighty praise but also worship songs where we lifted our hands for God... That was it, many of us took pictures and exchanged emails except for me, Jason, Willert and a few other shy guys... We tearfully said goodbye to ESP VII and to Eric OCH who won't be seeing us for quite a while, what an experience it has been...

Okay the journey home was fun, we watched more Lord Of The Rings and chit chat... Until we ran out of things to talk about, Jeffery got bored and took out a guitar and we had an amazing accoustic praise and worship session in the bus... It was simple but only 1 guitar, our voices and our hearts... We worshipped The Lord no matter what, Jeff also threw in some christmas songs... The MAIN worship ended at Kuantan where we said goodbye to the Kuantan youth's... Then I turned on Pirates Of The Carribean 3: At World's End and had some good laughs, dinner at McDonalds at 10 something and we continued a more minor bus worship because Jeffery already tidur... At KT, we were happy to meet our parents but also sad because we hoped encounters with God like this could last forever...

If there's an ESP VIII, let me know... I WILL go there!!!!!

Thak you Lord for ESP VII...

Monday, December 15, 2008

holiday trips part 1: the long trip

Ok... It's time to write a new post...

We left KT early at 9 after breakfast at Kampung Cina then drove through Kenyir and some floodwaters to Cameron Highlands for some jalan jalan and lunch... We first bought some fruits and rose petals(car fragance). Later me and my sister entered the butterfly park. Duh, butterflies don't excite me but there were some cool snakes, scorpions, lizards and exotic insects... Some of these leaf and stick insects were so hard to spot... I enjoyed observing the tarantulas the most.

Then we went to Ipoh and stayed there for one night... Our main reason was to eat there...LOL... But there was great food, the famous taugeh chicken with kuey tiaow was delicious... We also tried the original Old Town kopitiam, no use also, I don't take coffee... Their Dim Sum also not bad...

Then we went to Penang... We ate both lunch and dinner at the Gurney Drive hawker stall, we also watched "Bolt" at the Gurney Plaza... A very good disney movie, better than Wall-E and Rattatoullie but not as good as Nemo, Monsters Inc, Toy Story or the Incredibles... My dad also buy new phone... The char kuey tiaow at least better than KT's one... The most interesting part was vsiting the Snake Temple, like my bro said, the snakes were on vacation but the ones in the snake farm were nice, I touched a 20 foot python, big enough to swallow me and saw 4.5 meter long king cobras and angry monocaled cobras... We stayed at Penang one night and headed for Seremban but not before eating some more taugeh chicken...

The next morning I felt terribly sick, my stomach sipek sakit and I always vomit... I was like "Cilakak, the Seremban porridge I cannot eat". I only drank some coconut juice and that was it, I couldn't even take dinner at a seafood restaurant at Tanjung Sepat although I love that restaurant...Sobz... After that kita pergi KL... YAHOOO

At KL, my dad persuaded me to eat something at McDonalds... My appetite wasn't good yetr so all I ate was McChicken only, without fries... The next day okay already so we makan sepuas-puasnya, I ate some Burger King for lunch and later some Imbi road hokkien mee for dinner... The rest was just buying clothes and a long long time at MPH bookstore reading Star Wars comics... I and bro went to check out some guitars at Yamaha, Rhapsody Valley and The Guitar Collection...

The next day, I ate Klang bak kut teh for breakfast... Then go KLCC, then I go to bookstore again, reading Star Wars and Batman comics... My brother go watch Twilight with his friend... I brought some new clothes and ate some of Dunkin Donuts sandwich before eating some seafood at Bukit Bintang with our cousin... The food was great, I ate some prawns, shells but never ate too much crabs, the make me itchy... There were rats crawling everywhere and the cook always argue with his wife one... Then I and my bro go watch "The Body Of Lies" at Pavillion... Although it was an 18 SG movie. we got in with some help...HEHEHE... The movie was quite violent but overall was quite good and inetersting...

The next day we go eat breakfast at a hawker stall at KL and there was a guy who serves pork noodles who cooks with a funny and strange style, some sort like dancing around the stove... Then we went to Kuantan... My uncle's new labrador puppy was soooo cute and mischevious, really likes to bite things such as cloth, toy ball and my finger... My sister lost her socks to that puppy...HAHAHA... Then go Kemaman with my grandma... Dropped my sister there because me and bro will be going to ESP...

End of part 1.. I'll talk about ESP next time on part 2...